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Thoughts of a Dying Teenager

Thoughts of a Dieing Teenager
Now it seems I have come to the end. The finale chapter, the last curtain call. All the ones who said they were here to help can’t do anything now. I have made my decision and now I can feel that decision ending it all. All the figures that were once so prominent are all becoming faded silhouettes in the growing mist of my mind. Events and time slip away. Everything that meant so much, drip out of my wrists. Memories blurred, smudged, leaving undefined lines between love and hate. I wanted to love so much. So much of everything has been put into trying to make my happiness last, but as I

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From The ShadowsFrom the shadows they watch such hateful, distasteful treats Another city in ruin, as savage pain runs through the streets Stand and watch from the darkness, listen to the last heart beats
As one poor man lies fading from life, bleeding His mind, his heart, his soul start dreaming What can this tired dead mind start conceiving
In the dream he sees a love that's lost Was what she did really worth the cost
Stricken with pain she took her partners life and then her own with the very same knife
Both bodies lie there in pools of black blood hers being the veil, From The Shadows
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So Much PainSo Much Pain
Looking into the night. I can’t see any light Being deafened by silence My love seeking vengeance

So much pain you can make My love was yours to take Your love for me, was it fake?
You never were my saint My soul you took to taint We’re left with broken hearts No more fresh starts
Being in your arms I was safe Lying here alone loosing faith Setting free a white dove Surrendering all of my love
So much pain you can make My love was yours to take Your love for me, was it fake?
So Much Pain
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WorthlessI'm worthless. I have no place in your life. I have nothing to be. Too much pain, too much hurt. My body is weak, thears sting my eyes. I can't sleep. I cant eat, I am just a shell, a worthless husk. No soul, no heart, nothing left living.
I find it hard to breathe, it hurts when I blink. Nobody cares.  Even the tears that I weep are worthless. So many nights I have cried. Day after day I have tried. I can't feel anything but pain. My life is devoid of meaning and purpose.

Too long I have wanted for happiness. To have it ripped away has destroyed what  I had left. The cuts may heal. The blood may Worthless
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The Struggle Within

Mon Nov 28, 2005, 6:04 PM

Fighting back. Time to get back on track, no point in feeling sorry for myself. I realise now life has come to a suitable point to which I can call it a day. The curtains can close on a kiss, final act...the spotlights dieing. But where do we go from here, what can you do when you have decided on what is your way out...I always hoped I would go out in a blaze of glory, always hoping for that one thing that would make you remember my name, who I was...but no, I supppose I always knew that it would end like this, fading to nothing...I realise that that is all I have been doing.
Thats all I am going to say. No more long goodbyes, no more pleas for help. Just byexxx

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Current Residence: The Opera Populaire
Interests: writing, music and Resident Evil and my S.T.A.R.S team...
Favourite movie: Phantom Of The Opera, Interview With a Vampire, Resident Evil etc...
Favourite band or musician: Muse, Will Smith, Zed, The Darkness, White Stripes, RHCP, Marilyn Manson etc
Favourite genre of music: Rock, classical, blues
Favourite poet or writer: Oscar Wilde, Edgar Allan Poe
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: Yours if you are willing to give it me...
Shell of choice: Me human not turtle...*whispers*'Their crazzzzzy'
Wallpaper of choice: Phantom of the Opera
Skin of choice: Must admit, one does have a slight likeing of that fleshy kind of skin.
Favourite game: All Resident Evil titles. But I do like other games.
Favourite gaming platform: Gamecube....of course...there are others?
Favourite cartoon character: Uncle, from Jackie Chan Adventures...ONE MORE THING!!!!!
Personal Quote: Don't try and be smart. Its not clever.
Tools of the Trade: A couple of monkeys and a huge pocket watch

AIM: DeSlayerMan
MSN: Apocalypse_ASAP@hotmail.com

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~Tokyoyuki Dec 4, 2006, 5:57:08 AM

xD YOURE LIEK MY DA NEIGHBOUR!

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I creep up from behind, touch your neck.
move down to your spine.
You take a look and breathe so sharp.
It's just a matter of time.

~ Bullet For My Valentine ~ Hit The Floor

~Tokyoyuki Nov 5, 2006, 2:01:45 PM

*Gives you a cookie*

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I creep up from behind, touch your neck.
move down to your spine.
You take a look and breathe so sharp.
It's just a matter of time.

~ Bullet For My Valentine ~ Hit The Floor

~Tokyoyuki Oct 16, 2006, 2:41:34 PM

poke.

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I creep up from behind, touch your neck.
move down to your spine.
You take a look and breathe so sharp.
It's just a matter of time.

~ Bullet For My Valentine ~ Hit The Floor

~rachie9 Dec 6, 2005, 4:48:37 PM

hey hope ur ok? xxxxx mwa xxxxx

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for everythings that random...Why me .... why do i have the properties of making computers act weird and break

~Mercifull-Death Sep 5, 2005, 2:05:31 AM

Woops things cut so easily on galss dont they?

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Never go for the kill. When you can torture the soul-Merciful Death.

~deniall Aug 18, 2005, 10:08:24 PM

Your profile is a crack up... I like gamecube too!!!! I thought I was alone! SOB!!! I have resident evil too scared to play it.... boy do I feel sheepish. Listen to disturbed????

~Mercifull-Death Aug 23, 2005, 2:28:19 AM

I have got a cd with a song of theirs on I will have a bit of a ganders at it tonight if I get chance. Thank you for your words on the profile, made my little heart glow.

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Never go for the kill. When you can torture the soul-Merciful Death.